Health is Weaaaallltthhffppsss... *faint*

I remember an acquaintance who once said "Health is wealth, but without wealth, it's hard to maintain health". He mentioned that while he was lying in his hospital bed getting his cancer treated. To think about it, it's a bitter truth... indeed being healthy is one of the wealth one should yearn but it's not always easy as all of us are prone to sickness, simple or worse. By the time we do get sick, money becomes an issue... so without wealth, there's hardship to treat a weakened health.

I am in my near "prime" years and I should expect my body to go slow and get weaker. I even have had this little pain in my abdominal area yesterday but glad it's gone (for now). One thing i am proud to say over the span of my lifetime, I haven't been confined in the hospital... ever... and would not want to go there anytime soon. I only would wish that there's no serious threat on my health as I only have my company-provided medical insurance to hang on to. Fingers crossed, and I should get serious with my fitness routine really soon.

After 6 long years

After 6 long years of ignoring this blog, I finally return. Quite a huge void about my 6 years, willingly undocumented and probably it's for the best. Why you may ask, because there are so many crappy things that is not worth writing. LOL!. Anyways, just to make a short note on that period, I have learned things about me and seen the changes and the unchanged characteristics of me:

1. I learned that I am such a martyr that even if I know something is wrong, I still stick to the belief that things will go positively. Unfortunately, things do not work out as i thought it would be so I ended up getting hurt.
2. I learned that I am stone-cold. Relationship hardened my heart through it's rough and cruel tests. After a day or two (even for just a few minutes) after getting hurt, I turn out to be ok and look at the tribulation as nothing.
3. Karma is still my best friend as it helped me see the awful side effect of those who oppressed me.
4. I turned out to be a passive wallflower.

Maybe there are other things to write about, and that's what I'll continue on the future of this blogsite. Stay tuned (if you want, I am not forcing you :P).

It's Official, I Am No Longer Single and Available

It's official, i am no longer have the status of "single and available" for i have accepted the offer on having a relationship with this special someone. I know it's quite fast and everything is not yet sinking in. I'm still overwhelmed with everything that had happened that i dont know if i am responding to the call correctly. Even so, i've managed to change my life and taking the first step.

November 18 is the day.

Take The Next Step?

Something incredible happened last night as i spent dating with someone new (yes, i dated! i know it's unlikely for me to do so). I dont know if i'll call it destiny because we had set the time and then got cancelled because something just came in and date will not likely to materialize. Anyways, after i got the bad news, i just spent the evening with my officemates (doing some bonding time) playing DotA (World of Warcraft). Then late that evening, got a text message asking if i am still available, i replied yes but would take time cause i'm still playing (lame reason). Took around 30 minutes to finish the game and my date waited patiently on the cafe. I got there, we went out for a long walk (and i mean loooong walk... probably 2 kilometers or more) while getting to know each other. Something brewed from there, i cant tell if it's love but there is already interest on both sides. Would we take it to the next level... meaning go for relationship? i'd consider it but we do need to know each other more since it's the first time we met. Clearly though on my side, there's already an attraction, so it's likely to be like that if things would go positively. It's still something i have to think about (plus i dont want to expect too much coz that would be such a depression). Anyways, we didn't even noticed time, i didnt even noticed i didnt had any dinner. It's one of the best thing that ever happened in my life for a very very long time.

November: Accident-Prone Month

Last year, we had a terrible tragedy with one of our officemate getting killed in a motorcycle accident. This year, seems like a cycle is born. Three of our officemates (Shane, Gaylord and Makoy) got involved in a car/jeepney mishap this early morning. Luckily they were only injured from the incident. As what i've heard, Gaylord had the worst injury... Shane cant walk while Makoy only had bruises. The accident was caused by a drunk driver who hit the jeepney that the 3 are riding at. A huge impact from the car causing the jeepney to tumble sideways. We still dont know if there were casualties but we hope there's none.

(Come to think of it, Imee, a former officemate, also had an accident in 2004 around late November or early December... pure coincidence or not, it's something not to enjoy about.)

p.s. Makoy is a star, got interviewed by a news reporter :P.

Weakness of the Heart

Weakness of the Heart

Yesterday i went out for a run, something that i usually do on a sunday, but i was kinda feeling weak and gets easily tired. Even if that was the case, i still forced myself to run for a period of time. After sometime, i felt this burning sensation at the heart area but just ignored it. At the time i got finished running, it went worse that it left me looking paralyzed. I can't even move and already ready to faint. I got scared cause i might get a stroke or something, so i sat down, curled, and hitting my chest. Luckily it faded away after some minutes (i'll try not to force myself again... now it makes sense that sometimes walking is better than running.)

Later that day, while i was walking, i saw this kitten drenched in water. It's not an ordinary cat, it's a siamese cat. I'm so wanting to get him and keep him but my mom would definitely oppose to that idea because we already have a handful at home (stupid brother's cat getting pregnant). I left the poor fellow, haunted me all day (and up until now). I hope someone took care of him.

The sun went down, day turned night... took a visit at the cinema and watched "The Grudge 2". What's creepy about it is that i'm the only one sitting at the center of the cinema... a few others are seated on the sides, so that felt like i'm the only one watching.

Three kind of weaknesses a heart can handle for one day... i got through it all... well, not entirely... i'm still thinking about that cat :(.

Treats for the Hard Work

Yesterday, Levy was mentioning about treating the artists with some pizza for they are getting a hard time at finishing with all the crazy fix-ups on the Token Project. It seemed like it was just a joke, but was confirmed that he was serious about it just today. I was glad that he's treating the artist so that somehow they wont feel like they're getting some bad treatment all the time and somehow they can smile about on something. So i chipped in, paid half of the cost... got kinda blew me away though coz it was around a thousand pesos. Nevertheless, it didn't matter... it's not like it will happen often, i'll just get back on it when i file my overtime pay (plus i did ate 3 slices, so i shouldn't whine :P... gawd, that's like 300+ per slice! Expensive!). I just hope that the artists did well with their work, and am proud of Levy for keeping his cool all this time. I know how it feels, i've been there several times.