I'm Turning Into A White Guy

To my surprise today, i received my medical exam (wow, that was fast)... and what shocked me is that they have remarked me a condition that i have never expected i'd have. I have HIV and i havent had sex nor needles!... hehe, no that isn't it. They wrote that i have a mild anemia... what?! are you serious?

I pretty much believe what they said about my health condition coz i have been not feeling so well lately and that's probably because i have deprived myself from getting enough sleep. It's not that serious... yet... and so they recommend that i have to get some treatment and also do a recheck on the blood count.

Sigh, i always like to have a light skin complexion... but not like this :P.

Sigh of Relief

Ok... a day after my rant, i feel better somehow. Still, i became childish about it, i should not bring about it in such a big deal... it's only a birthday. So hope i shall be forgiven.

*happy thoughts*

The Forgotten One

Yep, birthday passed, and as i have expected... the only people i mentioned were the only ones that remembered. I was hoping that some of my good old friends like my buddies in college and even my online friends would remember, but hell yeah... none of them did... not one.

I really dont blame them... i should really be blaming me for pushing myself away from them. I have isolated myself from their attention by not talking or starting any conversation and thinking by that way i'd be away from peer stress and conflicts and would eventually be a healing process. Funny that everything turns out the way that i wasn't expecting.

If only i have a birthday wish that would come true, you'ld probably guess already what it is. As for now... i'll just continue to live life and then maybe someday, all will be back as it was. I'll have my birthday next year, so i'll see how it will go by then :). (Actually, i really dont have to wait for that long. Maybe in a short period of time i'd be able to face and talk to everyone again... just dont know where to start. Oh well.)

I Am Sixteen Going On Seventeen...

That's probably what i am singing on this very same day eleven years ago. In a few days, i'll be turning 28... and it's really a big number already (i am so old, buhuhuh). I am just wondering who will be able to remember my birthday... one thing for sure is that my officemates knows about it, and very much anticipating. Why you may ask? because they want a treat... yes, a treat from those whoever is going to have his/her birthday. It's probably weird but it's been like that, the celebrant is the one who shall suffer financially on his day of celebration. Besides them (and my family) i dont know who will remember. I guess i'll update this blog after my birthday.